Pak Lei suddenly turned his head to raise the corner of his eye, charming and frivolous, mixed with extreme despair and brought out inexplicable pleasure
"I’ve loved him for so many years and never got his heart. I’ve done so many things, killed so many people and never got his true heart. Do you think I’ll be willing? If you want me to give up, you want to be beautiful. If I can’t get it, you can’t get it. "
Look at her crazy eyes and deep-rooted hatred, I can’t help but feel frightened. Revenge women are the most terrible, and this Pak Lei is not a good person by nature. It is clear from her past performance.
"What do you want and what tricks do you want to play?"
"Hey hey ….. since you said you really love each other, I’ll see how your love can stand the test. I want you to know what despair means. Ha ha ha …"
Pak Lei spat out my eyes with hatred and extreme jealousy.
Depression fills my mind. I’m very upset about Pak Lei’s harsh words. I feel uneasy and I can’t shake my mind.
I know I love Bai Xihuang and he loves me, but I feel uneasy.
Do you really think that Pak Lei can make a trick to break us up? If we have strong feelings, we should be able to stand all the tests.
But I still feel foggy about our future. I know a lot about Bai Xihuang. I don’t know him, but he is still an unsolved mystery in my eyes.
These uncertain factors may make our feelings fluctuate.
The world says it’s easier to love than to stay together. Maybe we haven’t suffered enough, and we haven’t reached that kind of tacit understanding.
Chapter 23 You are all pigs in my eyes.
Chapter 23 You are all pigs in my eyes.
Back to the Department of Cure Too much, I saw that Cui Hao’s office had been cleaned up.
He is a handsome man and his clothes are simple, a small bag and a portable medicine box.
I really envy him that he can leave here to save his loved ones and live the life he wants. He suspects that he is lucky not to be caught in the maelstrom of officialdom, and now he can get away with the medicine he wants.
"Cui Hao has nothing to send you. It’s good for you to get you some rare medicine through Empress."
I got some precious medicines from Shang Pharmacy for Cui Hao. For a doctor, these medicines are not only valuable, but also effective and marketable.
Cui Hao readily took my medicine and stared at me with melancholy eyes and became wandering and confused.
"Thank you and I’m sorry. You are very kind to me, but I always bother you."
I punched him on the shoulder and laughed. "I thought you were a good friend. How did you become secular? After that, thank you. I also said I’m sorry. Where did Cui Hao go? You can’t lose him. I respect you because in my eyes, you are a reluctant person. I appreciate this attitude."
Cui Hao smiled wryly. "You think too much of me. There are only a few people who are not secular in the living world. I am just a layman and I will do some secular things."
"Cui Daxian, why are you getting frustrated more and more? I’m not used to it. You may have a very bad memory here, but the outside world is still very beautiful and free. You will definitely live a natural and unrestrained life in the eyes of the world. I envy you, but I can’t get anything. It’s also comforting to see my friends get it."
I decided to leave Bai Xihuang with him and face all the ups and downs of the political affairs. This position is doomed to make me unable to be free and chic.
Although it goes against my principle of life, Bai Xihuang will love me. I would rather give up my freedom than stay with him to defeat the Queen Mother and laugh at the situation.
"Little Yan Shi, I don’t think this place is suitable for you. Your personality is too straightforward, and no one in the court is always smooth. Even the queen mother and the emperor, who control all life, sometimes have to give in."
"If you really want to live here, you should hone your will to be more invulnerable. Even if anyone hurts you and wrongs you, you must endure it and then hide your strength and look for a chance to fight back. The temporary scenery in the harem doesn’t mean that the wall collapses and everyone pushes you, so you can’t lose. The most important thing is to hide your mind deeply and know how to be patient. Or that sentence, whoever laughs last will be the winner."
"The queen is destined to have ups and downs in her life. Xiaoyan decided to stay with the emperor and bravely bear the consequences of your decision. Are you ready? Don’t look at me blankly. You’re such a silly girl. Seeing that you just plunged into it really worries me about your future. "
Cui Hao’s beautiful eyes are full of worries and she treats me like a silly child.
In fact, what he said is to the point. My situation is as difficult as he said. The position of queen is not Bai Xihuang’s wife. It also bears great political significance and heavy responsibility, which is a headache.
I know that I have conflicts in my personality, but I always believe that there will be a way in the end, and I must have firm determination and never retreat, and the problem of courage will be solved.
