"I mean, the clinic will be abandoned this year, and the school is on the right track. What can I do for my brother to decide when he comes back?" Zhou Zheng’s side has already got rid of things, and he won’t come back until at least next year, but the cooperative has its own set of transportation processes, and his absence will not affect what is Beckham’s clinic.
"Years ago, there were two pregnant women in the village who were going to give birth. If I wasn’t there, I should give them the perinatal records. When the time comes, I will go to the hospital or find someone else." Yang Xiaobei’s face is finally a little bloody, and it’s not as scary as before. This body is full of energy and he thinks about his own work. "There are still a few old people who have to take medicine for a long time. I have to give them the medicine and stop taking it. But I can’t."
Now that Yi Huifen is out of the month, it’s no problem to find her if she takes the medicine, but it’s not realistic for her to take the baby to the clinic alone. Yang Xiaobei is so worried. What can I do if the patient can’t find someone then? Zhou Zheng took the pen in her hand and said, "Well, it’s just so frustrating. Take your time. It’s still a few days before you leave."
Yang Xiaobei snatched the pen away and didn’t good the spirit said, "I feel that my brain is all burnt up. I have to think about it and miss it." I just wanted to continue writing, but I couldn’t help shaking my hand and "pa" fell off.
There was a short silence in the room for a while, and Zhou Zhengqiang said with a smile, "Look, I will tell you that you are in a hurry!" It’s not good yet. I don’t have the strength to take a pen. "
Yang Xiaobei kept his head down for a long time and didn’t speak until Zhou Zheng was anxious to find a topic. Then he said faintly, "Don’t coax me. At least I have studied medicine. Can’t I tell the difference between strength and legal control?"
Her hands are shaking, which has been happening for several days. At first, Zhou Zheng arranged everything for her to eat, drink and sleep, but since she got better, she was not used to being taken care of like a giant baby and urged to do it herself.
The first time I took a bowl of rice, my hand slipped and spilled on the ground. Yang Xiaobei still thought that her hand was recovering from a serious illness and she didn’t have the strength to pay attention to it. But gradually, even when she was forbidden to move, her hand shook and she repeatedly missed when she took things. At this time, she lied to herself and said that nothing was wrong. She was a wooden stick.
Chapter 2 Facing
Zhou Zhengwang looked at Beckham’s silent back, and his heart ached so much that he couldn’t speak. He already knew that Beckham’s right hand would shake unconsciously. He also secretly asked the doctor to get the answer, but it was not satisfactory.
The human brain is the most sophisticated instrument. Up to now, the medical profession has not been able to see clearly. The doctor judged that Beckham may have damaged the nervous system because of a high fever for too long, which is also common in the sequelae of high fever. The doctor also said that he should be alert to more serious consequences, such as epilepsy.
Finally, the doctor gave the diagnosis that Yang Xiaobei’s high fever was caused by inflammation and then by high fever, which caused central nervous system damage, but the county hospital did not have corresponding testing equipment. The doctor suggested going to a big city for diagnosis, which is why Zhou Zheng was so anxious to leave for Puhai.
"Nothing!" Zhou Zheng turned Beckham over to face himself and said drily, "It must be that the disease is still not good!" Isn’t there still me? I am your hand and I will do everything! "
This is really … I want to pretend to be deep and melancholy in the future. Yang Xiaobei was made to laugh. Are you so uncomfortable? Yang Xiaobei wouldn’t be so optimistic about what he said about "the disease is not good yet". He estimated that his symptoms are a bit similar to Parkinson’s syndrome. Now he has obvious static tremor and paralysis on the right side of his limb, and there are no other symptoms at present.
This made her think of her little brother’s high fever. She brought back medicine to save her and recovered safely. So far, it has been normal and there have been no epileptic symptoms. However, when she was in junior high school, her little brother suddenly appeared hand shaking and rolling her eyes, which then developed into typical epileptic symptoms such as convulsions, foaming at the mouth and unconsciousness.
Is this deep malice from the universe? Yang Xiaobei can’t help but wonder what fate, a little bitch, really can’t fool. I saved my little brother, but I copied his fate because of a high fever?
When I think of it, I will lose consciousness in public, foaming at the mouth, and maybe I will be incontinent. Yang Xiaobei can’t help shivering. She doesn’t despise or despise epilepsy patients, and there is nothing more painful than her understanding epilepsy patients from childhood to adulthood.
Every patient will consciously hide his illness. If he is not sick, you may never know that this colleague (friend) has this disease. Even if he is not sick, he is no different from normal people. But if he is known as a patient, he will be treated in a different way. Whether he is sympathetic or disgusted, it will make people feel inferior, depressed and distorted gradually for a long time.
In fact, epilepsy is a very common disease, which will not infect or hurt people. However, being scared when you are sick often makes people who don’t understand the disease stay at a distance, but it is this colored vision that is the greatest harm to patients.
Some people even think that this is a kind of mental illness. Their brains are abnormal and they are very discriminatory. Yang Xiaobei understands the symptoms and other people’s psychology, but she can’t change the whole social view. If she will eventually become like this, I don’t expect that she will know that she will be very painful.
The biggest drawback of epilepsy is that you don’t know when it will get out of control, so you can’t do a lot of work, including … doctors.
As a matter of fact, if you can’t do fine and dangerous work, you will be rejected by others ―― no one will be willing to take risks. My younger brother’s generation was very envious when the farmer went out to work in the village, but he was returned several times, asking the boss to let him go home the day he knew that he had the disease.
Yang Xiaobei feels that her heart is strong and can plague those unfriendly eyes, but she cares if she has returned to the present and got the opportunity to be a doctor again, and it will come to an abrupt end in just two years.
That’s what she can’t accept most. Something’s wrong these days. Isn’t Zhou Zheng running away if she doesn’t say she tastes again? Hope is an illusion, hope is a mistake … but there is no reality so cruel that it can no longer be whitewashed.
"Beckham, what’s wrong with you? Don’t scare me like this! " Seeing that Beckham was slow to speak, Zhou Zheng held her in his arms and said in a hurry that he was afraid that Beckham was too competitive and too proud to accept this fact, so he chose to hide and ignore it all the time. In fact, if he could replace the painful language in his heart, he would be willing to change Beckham’s hand to restore health even if he lost an arm.
Yang Xiaobei was shocked by thinking too much at the moment and was held in her arms by Zhou Zhengli. She didn’t struggle, but asked him gently, "What do you think … what is fate?"
Fate? Is Zhou Zheng tired of being a Beckham? He put Ba on Beckham’s head and said firmly, "I don’t know any fate, but I know that meeting you and me is the best fate, don’t you think?"
Now he doesn’t want to say anything that will treat her well and won’t dislike her. These words are just in mind, but he doesn’t mind. Although Beckham is beautiful, smart and capable, he doesn’t like those. Even if Beckham loses his job and beauty, what does it matter? The day after tomorrow, he can let everyone know that Beckham is Beckham and the woman he is looking for in his generation.
The sudden confession made Yang Xiaobei laugh. That’s what Zhou Zheng did. He didn’t say anything, but he would take action to express it. But he must be anxious to be forced to confess, right? But good performance is commendable! She pulled Zhou Zheng and looked at him with her eyes and said seriously, "Really? Are you sure that no matter what I become, I will spoil and love me as before, and I will never change my mind and I will never be disgusted by my generation? "
"I swear!" Zhou Zheng said seriously, "If I thundered against Yang Xiaobei in a bad day … well, I became poor!"
"Puffy!" Such a solemn pledge of eternal love, what did you say? Poor Yang Xiaobei laughed decisively, which shows that wealth is more important than punishment in Zhou Zheng’s heart. This spirit properly impacts the rhythm! Is she glad that she is in wealth?
"It’s okay! Why are you so serious? I’m not as fragile as you think, "Yang Xiaobei said with relief after laughing." Maybe it will be better in a few days or months when we both start to get scared to death? I am still young and anything is possible! "
Zhou Zhengwang face to shine a familiar luster Beckham nodded like dao onion "to the rightness! That’s what I think! Our horse went back to Puhai to go to Ruijin Hospital to cure the disease and just hold a wedding! "
This is his plan, but he has been afraid to tell Beckham for fear that she will notice the innuendo, and now he finally said it in one breath.
Chapter 21 Arrival
Whether successful or not, Yang Xiaobei finally decided to leave as soon as possible after a sensational fight. She will not give up easily, even if it is a bad ending, she can’t stand still sadly. She believes that the two generations have never done anything bad, and now she is doing her best to help everyone around her. If this still happens, she will also accept her fate.
Now that they have decided to leave, both of them are highly effective, so they set out to get ready. Yang’s father and his brothers told them the date to handle the handover, and they had already set foot on the train back in less than a day.
Yang Xiaobei returned to Shanghai because he had booked it before, and they were not abrupt. Everyone knew that Beckham was ill and recuperated in the county town before returning to Puhaigen without realizing what was wrong with her.
In order not to let everyone worry that Yang Xiaobei and Zhou Zheng kept their illness so secret that they didn’t even tell Yang Qitai. Now they live in the county seat and go back for a while. When Yang Xiaobei recovered from a serious illness, everyone wouldn’t let her work, and the weather was cold. Every time Beckham put his hand in his pocket, he rarely took it out. Generally, no one would notice that her hand was slightly shaking.
Yang Xiaobei at the clinic has been handed over to Yi Huifen to take charge of her. The reason is normal. "I don’t know when I will come back this year. When it takes so long, the clinic will be handed over to you. Generally, if you can handle minor problems, you can handle them. If you can’t handle them, you can advise the patient to go to the hospital." Although Yang Xiaobei was told several times, he was still not at ease when he left, and told Yi Hui again.
Yang Yi Huifen, who has grown fat for nothing, said cheerfully, "I know! Don’t worry, at least I’ve been in the clinic for two years, and I can handle general problems. "Besides obstetrics and gynecology, she doesn’t understand other minor ailments. She thinks there is still no problem. Beckham is always worried about her. Can she be as unreliable as before?
There is no denying that Yang Xiaobei’s mother is unreliable, but now she is no better than before. At least she has received professional training and has never stopped studying. In the past two years, she has done a lot of training for her mother, and finally it is time for her to be independent.
Unless Yang Xiaobei is a false alarm and will soon return to normal, she will not be able to return to the clinic class. Yang Xiaobei is reluctant to touch the diagnosis and treatment desk. Although the clinic is small, every desk and chair in it are selected by herself, and every box of medicine is placed in this small room by herself, which has borne her dreams and ambitions … two generations!
"Don’t worry, Beckham, you are only a few months away. I will be here to help you look after your home!" Yi Huifen thinks Beckham is a little weird. It’s just a long absence and a wedding event! Why are you so sad and reluctant to go?
Yang Xiaobei smiled, "Of course I trust you, but I am thinking about a few patients" and teased my younger brother, "You should be good!"
Yang inherited Yi Huifen’s fair complexion and a good appearance as she remembered. It was only two months ago, and she was as big as a meatball, her eyes were as black as grapes, her eyelashes were long and she laughed, and there was a small dimple. Don’t be so cute. Every time Yang Qitai came back from school, she couldn’t wait to hold it.
But Yang Xiaobei dare not hold such a cute little brother. Sometimes her hands are afraid to hold the child. She touched his little forehead and was stared at by Yang. From time to time, Yi Huifen said, "He is happy! I haven’t seen my aunt for a long time, right! " Have fun at children.
Well, I can’t bear to leave Zhou Zheng and pack my things to pick her up. I will take her by the hand and send her to the car. Yi Huifen will see you off at the back and laugh and ridicule. "I think Xiao Zhou regards you as a child and still takes care of you. Just take these steps!"
Yang Xiaobei froze and casually said, "I didn’t get sick, so he was so nervous." Yi Huifen didn’t wave goodbye to them suspiciously.
The family had already said hello to the farewell, and now they went directly to the city. Yang Xiaobei said grumpily, "I told you I’m not a porcelain doll, and I’m nervous about everything. If my father and brother have already goofed off today," she was worried and worried … She didn’t like it.
"Know" Zhou Zheng understands that Beckham doesn’t want to be known by his family, and she is happy that her mind depends on herself. Beckham complains that it is Mao Mao rain for him. Now her hands are not convenient for her, so she should take care of it again. Can she change it after saying a few words?
There were not many bags to go back, but Yang Xiaobei was not even allowed to take a small bag for food, so he set out to walk in front. Zhou Zhengzheng happily carried the bags and followed his wife like a servant.
Can he be unhappy? I have a letter of introduction from the village in my personal place. When I get back, I will give it to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Hey, hey, Beckham is his lawful wife! He is also worried about Beckham’s illness, but he is worried that Beckham can’t accept it. Now it seems that Beckham is in a good mood. What else can he say? He has long thought about it. If he can’t work, he won’t! Afraid you can’t afford it?
If Beckham likes it, he can stay at home, rest and live. It’s really not good to do it all by himself. Hire a nanny and we can also enjoy bourgeois treatment. If she is too tired of chatting in the future, she can also take her around. Besides, Beckham is more talented than him in business. After being a female president of a company, just talk about it!
Lying in bed, Zhou Zheng waited on him to wipe his face and wash his hands. Yang Xiaobei looked at him with a smirk from just now. I don’t know where he went. Zhou Zheng had a false impression that she felt that there was nothing wrong with her spirit. Maybe Zhou Zheng was delirious at first sight. Will the return come now?
All the way back to Puhai, they didn’t inform anyone to pick them up, let alone the Zhous, but went straight to Ruijin Hospital as usual.
Yang Xiaobei never thought that the two visits to Puhai were actually the same process, the second was Grandpa, and this time he really saw a ghost. Anyway, he hung up an expert number in line and went directly to the neurologist.
